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Aye. Quick synopsis: life sucks, nothing changed.
So, it's been a while since April 1st. Apart from numerous posts from different peoples implying they hate April, 1st, haven't seen anything really funny. Watched a few YTPs and the "top 10 awkward E3 moments" which was somewhat entertaining. However...
That's not what I'm here to talk about.
...No joking, huh?
Television keeps talking about Syria and Ukraine. Damn, this even gets to my dreams at night. I grow tired of this day by day. There's a whole bunch of maniacs all around the globe, wishing desperately to tear each other's skin down. It's the world at it's usual currents. To be honest, if someone told me back in time when I was a kid that there's gonna be a new round of cold war and it's going to be all over, I would not be surprised. But I never thought it's going to be this much "all over".
All over, people justify their global interests over someone else's lives. Now, it's not in any way a new idea, but, still, here goes: there can't be peace. Look, we got to be straight. There won't be peace on a global scale without a terrific bloodshed or, more likely, a complete annihilation of humanity for good. Hell, people talk sh!t even on simple topics such as D. Hayter not voicing Big Boss/Venom Snake. It pisses me off as it is somewhere in utub comments area where ppl just talk generic nonsense how "his voice acting was shit". So determined, wow. Just "wow". We're all qualified experts in voice acting field now. OK, enough about dis, I got pretty much fed up.
It's not even about someone being correct or incorrect. It's about being hostile against someone else's vision of the world. Those bombers who blowed up in EU, do they really have to act this way? In the name of G, huh? Thanks to their efforts, half of the world now hates muslims and dismisses outright the idea that they are people too, even those among them who don't blow stuff up but just live the life they believe is best for them. In return, the hostility against muslims leads to hostility from muslims against any other religious group, nation or any other form or group of differently minded people. And that goes back to the annals of human history.
Isn't that something funny, now? a cynical, awful joke, where we are living on this planet since who-knows-when and yet still can't do anything but kill each other? How do we even got this far to make these interwebs and sites where we can teach each other how to make an IED?
It's April and...
...my birthday is about a week away. Can't say I feel good about it. Another year, another strange series of events. tied in together and yet completely unrelated. I wish I could make something good out from it. So far I ain't got a profession, education, even a damn janitor job, and, most horribly, ain't got a clue what to make out of this all. In fact, it is logical to put these in reverse order. I had a few fancy ideas on what I could do while living on here, but each time I approach those ideas from the far edge, I quickly realise I'm nowhere close to make it happen.
All people think about death time after time because it is on what this world stands. On bones and remains of our ancestors. We're all here for a time of journey and then we're all suspect something will change in the end. And my deepest fear about all this is not even how it would happen /*it could be pretty damn scary if I think about it too much, though*/, but if it's completely pointless. Not from the standpoint of "oh my god, my life was a waste" but just... What if it's nothing at all? How big is the difference if you worry what happened to you and the people you lived with and not worry at all? What if it's just all irrelevant? Damn.
Recently, I got another wave of "creativity" thoughts in my mind, to try and make a short comic. Well, to pretend that'll be a kind of comic book, though. I thought: "I'm not that much good at writing, I'm not that much good at drawing too, but what if..." and here it's how it came. Ha Ha Ha. Anyway, I don't move around all that much so I might as well try that out and see if I could actually produce something. It still feels awkward, however. I bet it will be very unnatural if I actually end up with a, let's say, 20 pages comic book that I won't be shy to show my friends.
I got a bunch of characters I'd like to represent in this format, as well as some a few insights on... Whatever. It's outta be set in sci-fi cyberpunk environment for a number of reasons, but most of all because it's the easiest field to make up some nonsense. Oh, dear. Will it turn out good or not, I'll update the status back here at this blog.
Until the better times, cheers~
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