Oi.
I haven't load up anything for quite some time here on my blog.
In fact, there's nothing much in my life either.
I'm feeling good by now, having a little "vacation" because
I got a strike of free days and I'm pretty much good with that.
So far the posts that I made here are kinda awful. Not to mention
I'm a kind of guy who thinks that almost everything he did in the past
is always awful. It is a very rare moment if I think of something made by myself
as of a good thing, in retrospective. I kinda hate my videos, my pictures,
and my texts. Most of the time I just pretend to think that I let it go
and don't really care. For the blog, I never abandoned it (yet). Reality is,
I never forget and I think about it, maybe even more than I should have.
However, if you look up other peoples' (ordinary people, not holly supastars
or whatevs) blogs, their blogs quite often filled with... their activites. Like,
"oh, I went to a motorcycle cup this year" or something (not being accurate).
And then there is me, who only have something noteworthy in his life
for like one time... in a thousand of millions times. That is why I always
overthink if I should get on with my keyboard and tap something in here.
In my book, I'm here to do whatever I want to. You know,
tommorow electricity might be off because of overcharges or stuff like that,
or corporation kills the blog itself, or internet will be destroyed, or I might be done.
And this is why I am here again.
I got a bunch of plans, most of them are sort of unreal, to do for the
rest of this year and maybe further. I still ain't got a solid ground under my feet
tho. Once I get more or less confident, I'll let you know.
I haven't load up anything for quite some time here on my blog.
In fact, there's nothing much in my life either.
I'm feeling good by now, having a little "vacation" because
I got a strike of free days and I'm pretty much good with that.
Post or not to post, huh?
So far the posts that I made here are kinda awful. Not to mention
I'm a kind of guy who thinks that almost everything he did in the past
is always awful. It is a very rare moment if I think of something made by myself
as of a good thing, in retrospective. I kinda hate my videos, my pictures,
and my texts. Most of the time I just pretend to think that I let it go
and don't really care. For the blog, I never abandoned it (yet). Reality is,
I never forget and I think about it, maybe even more than I should have.
However, if you look up other peoples' (ordinary people, not holly supastars
or whatevs) blogs, their blogs quite often filled with... their activites. Like,
"oh, I went to a motorcycle cup this year" or something (not being accurate).
And then there is me, who only have something noteworthy in his life
for like one time... in a thousand of millions times. That is why I always
overthink if I should get on with my keyboard and tap something in here.
...But...
In my book, I'm here to do whatever I want to. You know,
tommorow electricity might be off because of overcharges or stuff like that,
or corporation kills the blog itself, or internet will be destroyed, or I might be done.
And this is why I am here again.
I got a bunch of plans, most of them are sort of unreal, to do for the
rest of this year and maybe further. I still ain't got a solid ground under my feet
tho. Once I get more or less confident, I'll let you know.
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