What I enjoy in my life.

Hello.

Life is hard to define. I mean, generally. It's something that depends more on
your correspondence rather than itself. It's always a matter of what we, human,
put into the term of "life". In any sense, even stricktly biological.

Life is full of misery.

What I see throughout my life, anywhere I look, is that we suffer all too often.
Some people live their life like rats, disapproved, abandoned, forgotten.
Some people lose their relatives, their children. To wars, or diseases, or accidents.
Some people live their lives in supreme comfort, yet they feel like they
would be better off dead, regardless.

Can't say I'm one of them, anyway. I'm the one who stands on the other side
and watches this sorrow obscure the living in the distance. I can't help or
do anything about this, because the amount is too much. Maybe I could've
helped someone, but it would mean nothing in the long run. Life remains
a very dark and grimy substance, as of my usual viewing.

I'm not all that depressed. I know the other thing: life is also quite a gem.
A shape with countless dimensions. You can try and turn it around to see
some better place, some safety. Some joy. But you only pretend bad things
are not happening; you do not make them disappear. This is how things are.

...And yet

As much as I do think about it, I enjoy quite a lot of stuff. I talk about my
own personal life here. I ain't a martyr. I have my own personal fears, however.
Insecurity. Self-doubt. Phobias. I have to deal with it and manage to overcome.

What I like the most, is that I have friends. With all my weaknesses, I still
managed to make some great friends. This is probably the best phenomena
in my life.

I love the age I live in. It has many flaws, but it's also great for the technologies
it brings and for the people who have use of it. It does look like it's getting
faster and faster and the planet spinning. I don't think I would've contact
my friends from other countries if we were in 80s or 90s. So it's great.

And sometimes I like the fact I live as it is. I'm probably not in the best position
for judging at the moment, but I think my life got pretty much a worthful
journey. I know many good people and I like that I can talk to them.
Thank you. Maybe I'm not all that thankful enough sometimes, but you
should know that I appreciate our friendship.

And the rest of the world... I hope it doesn't make it all waste.

Peace.